I’m not going to lie, I’ve had periods already in 2020 that have taken me to places that I’ve never been in the 49 years I’ve been on this journey. As someone who teaches Emotional Strength Training, you can imagine the internal dialogue associated with someone who is doing everything they can to be a leader in their field to have moments that feel like your world is crumbling down around you. I even reached out to a colleague and new friend in a moment of desperation to verify something I was getting for myself and knew, the minute I sent it, I’d forever changed what that relationship would look like to them versus my understanding of this was a moment in time.

It happened – the change. And, that’s ok.

These are the times we are in right now. Being pushed to our limits of lack. All the things that we have a dysfunctional relationship with, even when we thought we didn’t, are going to show up for you right now. That means, if you’ve got nothing showing up for you right now, you’ve done the work and there’s nothing for you to see here. You may, however, have people around you exploding, imploding, bringing new levels of shit to your life and have no idea why. If so, read on, and help yourself get acquainted with where they might be at.

We all know people are fighting their own internal battle every day. I know, through my work, that people have life ‘trauma’ housed in their cells and they pop up at the most inconvenient times. What you need to see with your higher self there though is – BEST TIMES EVER.

I had a client come in for a session this morning for no other reason other than she’s ready to embark on a new chapter in her life, leaving the old stories so far behind, and she just wanted her energy cleaned to make sure she was giving herself every opportunity to do that. I may or may not have floated out the room after learning that’s what the session was for. Talk about life affirming, for both of us.

You see, the energy at the moment, for those of you who are IRRITATED AF about anything and everything, is associated to the fact that all you have left in your life right now are the things you want. More than anything. I started to see a pattern earlier this week, and then put a post up on my personal FB wall and sure enough some 55 responses later, I had my proof. So research I did.

The Leo King flashed into my mind, and I’ve not watched anything of his for a little while now, and now that I trust implicitly what comes into my minds eye when I ask, I headed over to YouTube and sure enough, within minutes he was answering my ‘what’s going on’. Essentially his message from the one hour video was “life might not look like what you want it to but you have to be willing to go through the experience.”

It’s your opportunity to get really solid on what it is you want your life to look like. That’s what you use your spare time for and then use the Manda Method to help you get a very good picture of that. Start with the bad stuff first, then work through to the good stuff. You’ll never have the good stuff land properly if you don’t acknowledge the bad stuff. Most of all, don’t be frightened of the bad stuff because you think if you utter a bad word about something, someone, or even God that you’ll be setting up karmic debt that will never get you where you want to be.

No! That’s where you set the cells in your body to start hoarding the trauma so that one day it shows up as a disease. Don’t do that. Let it out now, and accept your human’s need to want better for yourself. Surrender to the fact you want better for yourself and there’s nothing bad about that. Or selfish.

You must be willing to risk letting go of your old way of thinking. You must be willing to risk letting go of your old choices and behaviours, because if you are one of the IRRITATED AF ones, those old ways aren’t working anymore. You have to believe that you can turn your life around, and I can’t help but wonder if it will turn around more quickly if you clear out your relationship with failure and the fear of it. It’s a very deep wound in many people. Even highly successful people. I’ve seen it, they still have it, they just dust themselves off and have another go.

If you have a very strong sense of hopelessness right now, I understand, I had a day of it last week, and implemented all the actions I teach and it lifted. I also loved the information that came out associated to my fear of failure in my life. So relieved in fact, as well as surprised, even though I’ve done thousands of sessions in the last 11 years, of the memories that came out as part of my story.

Let me help you break through the suffering. Book a Failure Footprint session today or subscribe to my weekly energy healing report – #EVOLVEDAF. If you are a self-healer and you just need a push in the direction to head, then sign up for my HEADS UP COMMUNITY emails. They are like a Mission Impossible format that gives you instructions of what to do at the beginning, a warning the instruction is finished, and if you keep scrolling all my special offers and products.

Put yourself first, you will get through this.